The Challenge of “Getting Real”

Carol A. Hand

The more real you get, the more unreal the world gets.” (John Lennon)

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Tenacious Life

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Working on a book manuscript that is in part a memoir presents unique opportunities and challenges. In the editing process, I often reach passages that sound so sappy and superficial. “Ah,” I think, “this needs more work. I need to go deeper and get real.”

Few people have read the part of my manuscript that has been edited (150 pages so far), so my vulnerability is relatively unexposed. I still have 75 percent of the manuscript yet to format and edit. Life frequently interrupts that process. I wonder if I allow too many distractions as a way to postpone sharing personal disclosures even though the final work will go out under a pen name.

Even so, it seems my willingness to get ever more “real” sometimes makes me feel as though I have somehow awakened in an alternate dystopian reality that makes no sense. The heartlessness, cruelty, ignorance, and destructiveness manifested in the pursuit of illusions broadcast by media every day are beyond my comprehension. It only takes a moment to witness the wonder and mystery of life that constantly surrounds us. Of course, experiencing those moments takes willingness and discipline.

How deeply I wish I could share what I see with others. That also takes discipline and the willingness to be vulnerable. It seems some people just don’t want to be still long enough to listen deeply and look intently enough to see the miracles of life everywhere – in a dandelion tenaciously growing through cracks in the concrete or the majesty and mystery of cloud formations passing just out of reach overhead.

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Lake Superior – June 17, 2017

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Although getting real can sometimes be a lonely place, being able to witness beauty where we are conveys its own rewards.

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About Carol A. Hand

What matters are not the titles I’ve held or university degrees I earned or the size of a house or bank account. It’s really what I’ve learned from ordinary people like me whom I’ve met along the way. They taught me to live with gratitude and give thanks for each new day.
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25 Responses to The Challenge of “Getting Real”

  1. This is a great sentence…”Although getting real can sometimes be a lonely place, being able to witness beauty where we are conveys its own rewards.”

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  2. pvcann says:

    I think it’s tough writing memoir material, but someone said to me only on Sunday, an author – it’s the editing that is the toughest. She seemed to be saying that it undoes her.

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    • Thank you for sharing these insights about editing, Paul. It is tough to edit a memoir. Writing and editing my 320-page dissertation was a much easier task because speaking in an objective academic voice feels “safer.” But it’s also less likely to touch people’s hearts, something I hope to do with a book focused on Indian (Native American) child welfare.

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  3. Getting real is challenging and so very rewarding. I sometimes write and delete. Write and delete before I allow myself to kindly speak my own truth. Take good care of you in this arduous process. 💕

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    • Thank you for sharing your important insights about “getting real,” Carrie, and for your encouraging words. You do speak your truth gently and I’m grateful for the chance to learn from you. ❤

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  4. That last line is simply stunning, Carol. Thank you for sharing this with us.

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  5. But what if we get as real as we can and just reach one person with a lasting and profound impact, someone who needs to hear what we have to say so they can become real and on and on it goes like the pebble thrown in a pond that keeps reach out in ever widening circles? 🙂 ❤

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  6. And if getting real is lonely, how much more lonely is it living a iie? Profoundly so I think! 🙂

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  7. cindy knoke says:

    You have always been real. Now you are encouraging other people to do the same. Good on you!

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  8. wolfegeo says:

    Carol, I can’t even begin to imagine how hard this is. Once published not everyone who reads what you write will understand; there will be those who take what you say out of context and twist your words, even use them as a weapon. I don’t think you’re writing this book for them. Remember why you stared this journey; the words you commit to paper will be available to future generations; they will allow future generations to see our society and it’s history thorough another set of eyes. And hopefully to learn from the past; Your past, your life, and the lives of so many Native American children. Your words have power and the more your heart in is them the greater the power. I’m not a writer. My punctuation, spelling, grammar is horrible. But I love to read and I know when something touches me.
    Thank you for your willingness to make yourself vulnerable. What you have to say is important. I’ll shush now. Just one more thing: Why a pin name?

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  9. desilef says:

    This dystopian world needs your truth and reality more than ever!

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  10. Yes, Carol, your honesty and openness are a soothing balm in these dark times.

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  11. Tiny says:

    I think you are “real” throughout, Carol. Editing is a difficult task on many levels (speaking from experience), but I am confident you will get it done. Just allow it to take its time.

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  12. underswansea says:

    Hi Carol, I smiled when I read your post because one of the things I often say to good friends when we depart is, ‘Keep it real.’ It always instills a smile or laugh. But when you think about it, is there anything more important then being authentic. It is honesty and truthfulness. People know what is real and what is not. They respect it even if their story differs from what they see/read/listen to. Keeping it real is what literature, art and music does for us. Keep hammering away at the manuscript. You have written so many wonderful honest pieces on your website, I can imagine your manuscript is more in depth but just as honest. Take care and keep it real. 🙂 Bob

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  13. Sadly, the immensity of wisdom can be daunting to many people.

    Beautiful post. 🙂

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  14. We can only lead by our own example and willingness to go deep into the truth, Carol. It is stunning how committed some are to their own point of view and I’m certain they would say that of me (or you). So we do our best to be authentic and honest with ourselves and each other. Sometimes that alone has to power to create change. ❤

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  15. jazzygirl says:

    Carol, I look forward to reading your book! You are an inspiring writer, wise and no doubt, nothing less than authentic.

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